Good afternoon my people!
Day 17 3/4

Well, 6 month and 4 days ago i found myself in a wanting to know the answer place and wanted to have the strength to ask and get what i want!
I finally spoke up in a room full of people and i heard myself for the first time!
All i ever wanted was being in a loving committed relationship but what I've got was liking and being casual and amusing! I miss read almost everything. But i learned ! So i thought!
When similar situations happened i did not want to go back and compare,i rather moved on and stayed open hearted till the end!
I think that some man see this as desperate and needy but people(man ) who know me, when i can not love no more nor give no more i will be done!!! And there is never a way back!
I again misread the signs and gave it all i 've got,but i do not force love, love has its own power and i am powerless over it and that's good this way!
Tomorrow is a new day ,a bright day and love will find me again!