Good evening my people!
Day 14 3/4

Coming in and out of a reality check! Life itself is pretty simple, i found a dead baby bird that fell out of its nest and every morning i keep looking at it and see it disappear! Sounds probably weired to you but it teaches me that i see life to complex! Life has its own way of living and we are interfering with silly complex notions. I am speaking about Love. I love my applicant but does he want the same? I am a coward of not asking the importend questions,i rather keep relaxed and cool and i enjoy the time,but underneath i wonder all the time! When is a relationship a relationship? Isn't every interaction a relationship? How do i know if i imagine closeness or is it politeness? Do i like Drama? I never thought so but writing this and sipping hot tea in bed and watching "Kate and Leopold" ,i might have a tendency to the theatrical at last! If i would be a movie ,i would be a romantic comedy drama with me being the Austrian version of "Bridget Jones". Lets call it"good morning my people",starring Andrea Erika and... (who wants the romantic comedy drama lifetime job?)